To Confess

To Confess

I want to confess to this person.

They're fair and cute, exactly my type.

If I were better, it would be easy,

Yet I feel that I cannot in my current state.


Maybe partly because I'm shy, introverted.

Or maybe I use it as an excuse.

Compared to them, I'm someone they'd pay no mind to,

So maybe I don't, afraid to be rejected.


My mind is clouded by meaningless thoughts,

Believing that it will feel empty if I confess now.

I don't want to be an embarrassment being around them,

I force myself to wait, to improve myself first.


I know. I know I'll be too late,

They'll be paired up before I can ask,

But I still make myself wait,

Just in case. Just in case, it does come true.


I wait. 

I will wait.

I prioritise my goal first,

To be more worthy, 


Needing this presence.




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